My husband asked me why I suck other men for so long, and why I have sex with other men over and over, but I only suck him until he is hard and sex with him is always one and done. I told him that it takes so long to get him hard in the first place. To have sex a second time is a lot of work. And when I have sucked him for longer than usual, he always falls asleep. So, why bother. He said those were valid reasons. I also told him that he can't see me sucking his cock the way he can see me sucking other men's cocks. So, I do it longer because I know he likes watching. And I always have sex with lovers multiple times because they don't take long to get hard a second or third or fourth or fifth time. Again, my husband saw these as valid reasons. And they are valid reasons.

Other men are instantly hard because they know they're going to get laid. To my husband, I am old hat. I really don't turn him on like I turn on other men. And other men really want to have sex with me. They don't want to watch.

What makes other men better lovers is the fact that I turn them on, and they want to please me, as well as themselves. And they give me all they have. And I want it all. I like it when a man is turned on enough to do me 5-6 times, and has no problem getting an erection. I also like that other men are better sized than my husband is. Although I love my husband's cock, he isn't aggressive, and he doesn't make me feel wanted like other men do.

We made love last night, me and my husband. And thank God we have men I can call when my husband leaves me frustrated and wanting.