I Can't Control Myself Around My Cousin's Wife.

[SimplyAlisha]

You have a point there so I don't see anything wrong with your suggestion

[Sinead]

[Sinead]

Don't put yourself down with what you're feeling towards here. Just try your best in trying to suppress what you're feeling towards her

I am very attracted to this woman my cousin's wife but only in a sexual way. To be honest the reasons I'm drawn to her are her looks and her clothes.With this touchable always dressed in silk and satin woman is about lust, not love. It is pure physical attraction, not emotional. I am too sexually attracted to her. I just can't help myself because this is the way that I am, this is how my body react to her and her shiny satin and silk clothes. I love her height and her curvy stature. She is so radiant and tall and big and soft. I know that I shouldn't do it but it is difficult to resist the urge to touch her.

[HoneySpyder]

I do not mean to be offensive but I guess visiting a psychologist and asking advice is the best option for you to do.

[smoker]

newromance is right. Just try your best avoiding her. Has she been acting all high and mighty ever you've met her? For all we know she might be doing that in order for you to like her less

[Sinead]

Don't put yourself down with what you're feeling towards here. Just try your best in trying to suppress what you're feeling towards her

[newromance]

Well, just try your best to avoid her because you might end up in trouble with what you're doing whenever you see each other. I know that it is hard, but just make sure to do your best in keeping yourself in check every time she's around

[Vichie]

Do you think that she can really do that? Suppress what she's feeling for her?

[bemine]

You only made it sound creepier. Made me remember the movie Single White Female

[Sinead]

[hitthesack]

Have you ever thought of what might it feel like to be someone like her? That might be one of the reasons you are doing those towards her

[honesty101]

Don't put yourself down with what you're feeling towards here. Just try your best in trying to suppress what you're feeling towards her

[Sinead]

Maybe you can try and avoid crossing paths with her and focus on the negative traits that you think that she has

Thanks for the reply. I avoid her, but they( she and my cousin ) live here in my area. Also we are family. I'm a fool who can't control myself. I'm just so upset with myself. My concern is that I am a bad person for touching,rubbing and groping this woman my cousin's wife. I know that I shouldn't do it but it is difficult to resist the urge to touch her. I am very attracted to her but only in a sexual way. She is sooo arrogant. She never misses a chance to point out the fact that I'm much shorter than her. She ALWAYS goes on about how great she is and lists all these things she loves about herself... or she "critisises" herself in an attention seeky way saying things that are CLEARLY good positive things as negative e.g. "OMG I have such big boobs! I can't believe my boobs are sooo big and I hate it big boobs are horrible" She is constantly gazing in the mirror and listing all these things she adores about her appearance. It's just so shallow and superficial! She often talks about herself on our family gatherings.
Every conversation is about her. My cousin is a good man and I don't want to hurt him. .

I know that I shouldn't do it but it is difficult to resist the urge to touch this woman my cousin's wife. I love her height and her curvy stature. Standing next to me she looks like a giant. I know this sounds strange and maybe even a bit sick to some. Also she is always dressed in satin an silk clothes which doesn't help the situation.

[Mor2thisIknoe]

It is okay to vent out in order for you to release what's really going in your head right now. I would suggest to try the advice of MoiraMcTagarrt

[MoiraMcTagarrt]

Maybe you can try and avoid crossing paths with her and focus on the negative traits that you think that she has